I guess it’s better to hate and be hated, than try to make amends because no one would let me change this. Why the **** would I crawl back to the ones who did this to me? It’s all such a twisted cycle ran by fear and greed. So I guess all the seeds of hate that you planted worked. I hope everyone rots and I want it to hurt. I used to think all of this was something never deserved. But the majority of my existence seems like some people deserve the worst. And I’m not golden either because I turned out this way. But believe me when I say I will never again pray for another way. This was the pettiest torment I’ve ever experienced. I’d rather burn in hell or get tortured in notre dame. I guess I was right because everyone’s the same. ******* people over until they have it their way. Just rot in ******* hell or get tortured all the same.