I was born in December 2000 at 11:53 pm Miss Congeniality came out that year I still watch that movie I’m 5’4.5”…on a really good day I’m 133 pounds I don’t know how to dance And I’m a sucker for over-sugared, terrible coffee Man, choking on sugar seems like the sweetest way to die! I’m still learning how to be an adult It’s difficult because I want my parents to constantly be there But I get annoyed with them when they’re constantly there I like Naked smoothies…. a lot I’ve been told that I’m really bad at telling jokes I’m bad at telling jokes because I go into too much detail I’m bad at telling jokes because I still don't get them I have a strange fascination with hugs Ask my best friend, it’s true I think it’s because you can’t see the other person’s face when you hug them So what if that hug means something else you don't even know about? I’m clumsy Yesterday, I tripped over my brain, landed on my heart, and it shattered like a broken phone against the pavement I'm afraid of writing an obituary Maybe because I wonder if it's going to be written by me for me I'm sure this sounds weird but I wonder what my laptop say about me when I’m not around I wonder what the Word documents would say if they could read what I’ve written on their skin I wonder what my pens would say, If they knew, If they knew that I use them, To pour out my heart and soul on to something that can never actually love me back Hi My name is Jace It’s a name my best friend gave me I enjoy snuggling, singing and crying until I’m smiling again But I don’t let my guard down as often as I should I have solar power compassion And a battery operated smile My hobbies include: Faking my confidence to my friends, Hiding behind a past that doesn’t define me, And trying to convince my smile that it's not fake