Happiness, defined by you.
In A whole new world.
I was left captivated by you,
So surreal.
I still remember them,
The Times, when my smile
Was yours.
I still feel it at random.
When you dress code was plain,
But i sew beauty, your jewels.
Those eyes once sparkled,
Diamond bright for me, now dimmed.
My smile on display,
My joy was real as
The effect you have on me now,
Times when you'd smile.
My pet name, Smith,
generic but special.
Special to you, made it special for me.
It was yours.
Mrs. Smith
I miss it,
I miss you.
The sound of your voice
The touch of your skin
I'm tormented constantly.
To see your beautiful smile,
To see my smile.
On your face
Where i felt it belonged.
The menu is limited,
Your my only option.
The decision yours,
Now I starve.
I can't share your smile,
Not anymore.
I'm afraid that once I do.
I will have finally lost it.
Lost you and Forgotten you.
Move on without you.
So i paint, my talent.
My smile is painted,
To hide my torn canvas
From you.
My muse and my torturer.
My happiness returns
And leaves.
Flowing with life and despair
Pushing and pulling in waves.
I look to you.
For My smile,
Smile for me
If only once.
Set me free,
On heavens road.
I'm damaged and ******,
You've made me comfortable.
In my hell.
Then shall my Dreams,
Be pleasant, if only for a while.
Just smile.
For now, i need it.
Even if it's not for me.
I'll find joy, somewhere, eventually
Without it, without you.
My worlds joy,
Bearer of My Smile.