I got some thoughts that I got to let out So please just listen and you'll know what its about Ok? Good, now this is what I have to say Bullied to the point I felt like I was in the rubble I'll take that shirt in an X, actually, na double Words like fat used to make me feel bad Became a self conscious kid who would always feel sad So why not be the class clown Even tho I'm sad no one else needs to frown Skip a couple years and I'm still the same But I chose this lifestyle, no one else it to blame Yeah I say stuff that probably shouldn't say Its not my fault that my brain thinks this way Maybe these poems are a truth I don't want to speak I guess I'm scared that I seem weak I could keep going and write some more But you don't care and you didn't care before