I need you to sit the **** down.
Sit down and don't ******* move from that spot, until i give you permission to go.
You have attached yourself to me, i created you, i manifested you into some sort of greatness;
now you wrap around me, in me and outside of me.
You permeate my heart, my lungs, my tears, my thoughts and my tongue.
You encapsulate the deep space inside myself; You sit in my mind as if it is your home.
You make my world a bubble of a vacumn.
I cannot see to reason, or hear to clarify.
You have surrounded me on all sides, you have become my ev-er-y-thing.
Making me blind, insane and lost. I need you, yet despise you.
I gargle nonsense, dawn til ******* night; where when i sleep we are together, you and I.
And in my dreams you say 'yes i wanted you from the very beginning'.
You tell me you love me
You tell me i am the one
And we **** like two beasts with bare backs in the moonlight.
Till i awake and there you are, so far, yet sitting on my left shoulder whispering sweet nothings.
I have lost all concept of respect.
I have lost all concept of friendship, promises and attachment.
I have de-tached myself from life itself; as if a sticky black tar has crept from the earth and moved in to my body.
You are absolutely alien to me; yet i created you.
You are my reality denied; fantasy accepted.
You need to see that i will **** others, who will not be you, yet they will become you.
And you let me cry after, because of the fear i cheated on the very nature of you, in the instance that you, care-d.
You need to sit, back, *******, down, on that chair.
This is my time.
I need to breathe and not breathe you.
I need to feel and not feel you.
I need to stand up on my own two feet without you pulling me up.
I need to believe in my internal voice, not your manipulation of my words
You who i ******* created, I love you, you know that?
I *******, love, you.
I love every piece of you within my skin, for you are in my veins and i can't pull you out....
But you need to sit down, sit in that ******* place i made for you.
Because this is me and my time
This is me, and not you
And as i gave all of me to you
You took nothing, no less than i offered.
You beautiful, amazing, masterpiece of a God, who resides within the very clavicles of my heart.
I need you, to sit, down.
Give me a chance to do this alone, please,
for i will leave you there,
Until your time is up.