You know when someone says
"I love you."
For me it is hard to believe.
If you got betrayed more time then your own fingers
you would too.

When my own lover says
"You matter to me."
Why is this hard to understand for me?
Why is so hard for a lifeless corpse like to understand?

It is because my life is hanging on by a thread
Because I knows how to tie a noose when the time is right
But never goes that way because I prefers pills

But when someone says
"Hey, you seem different" or "Hey, you seem off. Are you ok?"
my heart because to know that
someone's paying enough attention
and cares that you are OK
It make my mood for the day

better...