jealousy it's forced regrets are ****** me it steals the songs from lullaby's it steals all rest from sleep at night it's eating me one tooth filled grin at a time it hates with hate filled loverβs crimes I'm cringing sick I can't escape the wreck the squeezing grip it has around my neck I'm losing hope with every painful breath there's no sign of it's end in length or breadth it beats, it brawls, it scars, it darkens the sun I use to think that I was the only one until all that jealousy stole it's consuming me whole
what happened to the hope filled light in my bright eyes that could see through any fight now I'm lost in every one of her wrongs where has all of me gone? consumed by her consummation with lies
I miss my bright eyes
jealousy pondering where she could be imagining my wide imaginations worst thinking of her affections with a choking thirst who has her hand and where she wears those skirts who can get close with lines and flirts fearing all a man can fear alone fearing down into aching bones this is a war I cant win filled with brimstone and spite it keeps me wondering and wandering the streets at night it steals the light from two bright eyes the ephemeral boys' once beautiful view of life I think of all the things my new outlook holds jealousy is consuming me whole
surprised by her consummation with all of the lies I miss my bright eyes