My feelings are fleeting, but that doesn’t stop me from wanting to drown in them. Happiness is deceiving because everyone’s always leaving, so what’s left of the plot? I’m like a rollercoaster but I’m mostly distraught. The thieves made their way into my being so now I’m just a shell of who I was before. Maybe that’s why everyone always closes the door. Maybe if I could learn to love myself I’d end up having more. But this life of mine is a hoax, I feel like nothing but a joke. If only I had something other than false hope. Maybe then I wouldn’t want to succumb to the rope.