I’m so confused about us I feel like I’ve been hit by a bus. You’re never around when I need you. What do you expect me to do?! You say “I love you” then you left me alone. I’m learning how to survive on my own. The rain keeps pouring down. But I can’t hear a sound. I don’t know what to think about you. I’m not sure what I’m supposed to do. You’re so confusing lately. I think we’re falling apart. And you can’t even see the scares.