I gain all of a sudden, 2-3-4 pounds. It makes me sgudder. I hate the feeling of being bloated that companies the weight gain the dieticians wants me at 195. I feel so frustrated: like owning an Archaic De Soto I feel next I'll pull up lamf but 20 pounds differential- I'm relieved it's just that and in spite of shrinking in height I don't consider myself fat. Somehow I feel I'll get some treatment that's preferential- for not getting carried away booloo too