I am alone
Don’t make me try to believe that
I mean something.
Smiles are empty and evil is the world
So Deny. Deny. Deny that
Laughs are real.
Everyday is a struggle.
I can’t think that
I am not a failure.
Falling is the best thing I do.
It is not possible that
Breathing is not painful.
It is important to be happy
But when they torment you
Your mind floods with cruel thoughts.
When you listen to the demons
You become one.

Now read it backwards