Love isn't real to me, I tried so many times to feel it.
I’m nothing without you.
And I will die, with the realization I can’t sleep tonight.
I just want to hold you and feel your hands in my mine.
I just want to be with you.
The scars on your wrists really don’t define you,
And I’ll kiss them if you want until they disappear from view.
I will tell you you’re wonderful because you really are to me.
I guess I’m too empty, that’s how it will always be.
But I could give you a smile, and I could kiss you.
And I could tell you all the things you’ve never realized.
I could show you how, those other girls never knew you for who you really are,
And I could attempt to **** the suffering.
I could begin with you and me.
Let’s not talk about distance, because it chokes us until we bleed.
I’m finding my way out.
And I will lose my mind, I’m already smoking up all of the insecurity.
I just want to see you.
If you're not alright please tell me why.
Please don’t think I’m crazy, because most people have run away.
They say they understand and then confess I'll never be okay.
I guess I just needed someone to tell me they know me.
I hope that you see inside my skin.
You’ll never know I collapsed, in the end of the night I’d sink, to the floor,
And I’d think of you…
He told me he cared but he left. He said he loved me and he tried too hard.
Somebody held me too tight.
But you had me at “we’re both outside the heart we haven't felt".
Give me a reason to feel it.
Give me a reason to know it's real.
I have missed you so much, I'd never tell you, you wouldn't know.
Nine months felt like nine years to me, your smile absent from my eyes.
You'll never realize...