i think what i meant was
i'd like to see you in the day time.
with the sun shining brightly on all our harshest features
we take
such
care
to cover in the night.

because, i don't know what half of it means
when i say i don't care in the least.
just that for a moment in time
i felt like it might matter to say
i almost forgot how it feels to relate.

my own reflection's
scattered like prisms all across the room
fragmented in rainbow shards and projected off of you.

i think i meant i forgot there were people that don't make you want to try
so hard.

because, i don't know the meaning
of half of what i say.
and the other half, i'd take right back
if it might get in our way