I try not to miss you
but there are certain days were
your absence follows me everywhere I go.
I spend the entire day brooding,
wanting to only hear your voice even if for a little while.
and even though we've both become increasingly adjusted
to this distance there are days where I can't fool myself.
the knot in my throat tightens and tears threaten to fall
over only vague memories of you.
I know not what to do during these days
usually these days come when you're out of reach, away from technology,away from me
but it doesn't matter because I know these feelings are proof of something more,
even if I know not what the future will be like I know
I will always love you more than I will ever miss you.