Stained asphalt flickering sodium lights pavement art ambulance chasing motorway drone crushed cans and ripped pizza boxes kebab debris scared cats gum scarred concrete burnt out ******* bins congealed plastic dripping overflowing bottle banks used condoms hung on a line fox **** streetscene collapse bottles arranged along a wall one two three one lone shoe in the road sealed up letter boxes one with a message written in black felt pen on brown parcel tape ‘If you are bothering to read this you a *******’ kicked in door steel shuttered shops burnt out wheelie bin one lump of plastic very impressive smoking employees behind the Co-op one knows Barb thumbs up I return the thumb walking a woman shouting at a priest: ‘But all he wants to be is a woman’ torn pages from a ***** mag ****** up arses ***** in mouths piles of brochures newspapers flyers dumped in a doorway a few quid scammed can’t get the delivery help these days someone parking a Audi nice and shiny looks up and down the street wary kids slumped smoking skunk outside the library a derelict sat on a wall grinning *** in mouth tells me I have a happy face and offers his bottle to me I take it and have a slug trudging dog crapping in middle of wide clean pavement someone walking past muttering ‘never in Peru’ I stand opposite my flat and think of bombs and a cacophony of alternative universes and small candles shaped like eggs a bald headed postman drives up to the letter box techno blasting from his little red van Molly Upstairs shouts something unintelligible before throwing a small package down the postie watches it descend from the sky and catches it without a smile these are the days of unwholesome atmospheres but it’s all I have so I don’t mind it’s better than being kept in a box with the lid sealed tight.