How do you start to rebuild after sinking deeper and deeper into the hellhole of your life? Why am i always filled to the brim with these negative emotions. I miss feeling as deep as the ocean. But now i'm cold and alone with no way home. My brittle bones can't withstand the weather. I just wish i could figure this out and try to make all of this better. But my being is worn and tethered. And i'm left with these typed out letters. So as i try to regain as much of my lost heart that i can fathom, I'll try to stop living in the shadows. And hope to breathe some life into my lost soul, i just really wish i had somewhere to go or someone to hold.