I lied about you to live in a lie that was made by you
You helped convince me you said it was the truth
They said I manipulated ways to change versions Possible fate with you
Now your eyes my tears You made me need you Said you didn't know how you could cry for you
I saw the anger taking you anger that made me hate you For not loving myself I didn't know how I couldn't I won't I refuse to love without you
It showed me ways through you to become you
My red painted lips Your lips I gave to you Made a language for us Interpreted rough kisses In ways it made definition afraid to define us
Silently I translate ways of what it was
The feeling of how it felt to belong to be your someone Is it selfish to say to wish I took away your feeling the knowledge of belonging Watch how I begin to dissipate
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Black streaks down my cheeks Tears that once masked Tears trying to make up For not running For falling
You said to stay away with you I made you you take me Planned our getaway high speed chase Repairing our collision We raced Robbing empty banks No time to refuel You let me crash couldn't look back You killed me backing up into you
Kiss my red lips your favourite Your shade of lipstick Do you remember the love The taste of my lips on your lips?
Every day to you I prayed I begged to stay down with you Your favourite shade our grave Don't you remember?
I do
That was the first lie you made a promise too You said I could go everywhere with you Donβt you remember?
I do
I lost that stick Itβs just ******* lipstick You told me it was your favourite It was my only thing left of you
No shades to see Colours left of me I lost me that night too
My red lips still red not because your heart has bled