I guess i should just embrace the hate emanating from me and towards me. I guess the problem wasn't that i couldn't see. It was probably the fact that everyone liked me losing my sanity. When will my time be up? I've had it with this ******* and i'm sure everyone else has also had enough. I'm so ******* sick of calling everyone's bluffs. Because it's so clear to me that nothing to anyone will ever be enough.