you'll never look at me the way you used to, that face you had just for me. I'll never feel your wrap yourself around me, call me baby, feel your fingers in my hair or your lips at my throat. I won't hear your laugh anymore, your footsteps down the hall. we won't ever sneak out in the middle of the night, won't cause a ruckus, be the riffraff mama warned me about. I won't ever hear you drunkenly tell me I'm the most beautiful woman in the world, won't hear you tell me all over again in the morning when my hair's a mess and you kiss me awake. it's like an open wound, every moment, and the hardest part is letting of what we were and that this is how we end.