Every now and then my eyes and heart fill with hate. I wish i could figure out how to escape. It's something i would never have expected. And my one sided life is not open ended. I'm on my way to that deathbed. The one i've been trying to escape. But things are so contorted that i can't get off of this forsaken page. There is little hope for a better day. So why am i now finding that i'm more okay in a sociopathic state? If there were another way i would take it. But it seems people are so conniving that they just fake it. Why am i surrounded by this masquerade of liars, fakes and thieves. It's subliminal slavery. And being able to see things clearly can't even help me overcome this petty tragedy. I just wish i could get out of this labyrinth hoax of a life. Try to break free, and rid myself of the strife.