As the days go by, i can't figure out why i can't feel alive. Is it because no one ever stays by my side? I guess i spend too much time trying to hide. Will i ever reach the sky? Or is my being so fragmented that i'll never be able to feel? I guess the problem isn't trying to heal. But rather trying to get my soul back and break through the barriers of my mind. Will i ever feel the heart beating in my chest? Or has this melancholy gone on for too long that i can't be my best? I guess time will tell what's in store. I just hope i can reach the stars before everyone else closes the door.