my therapist told me I seem grounded
but I didn’t tell that sometimes I miss you so much it hurts to breathe
that I look at pictures of us and my heart shatters
i didn’t tell her that somedays i forget how to get out of bed
that I see you in everyone else
that I can’t delete the texts yet
I didn’t tell her that somedays West Virginia feels like another world
And I definitely didn’t tell her that I still dream about showing up on your doorstep  
that all I want to ask you is why I wasn’t worth fighting for