Swerving is my life. To myself I keep it. Jesus is my bended ear. My bleeding he cauterizes. I stay away from main arteries. Both hands on the wheel. I'm blind at night in the rain. Yet I drive. One night I will hit every artery. And Jesus will look away. To myself I will always keep it, of course but... Time to step away from artificial healing. Jesus will continue to bandage me. To Him I must look like a patchwork quilt. You can't save the world when you yourself need saving. The swerving needs to stop so all of my scars can heal. Reopening old wounds seemed to be my thing. I keep that to myself. Jesus will one day tire of dressing and redressing my same old wounds. And I will be one mess of a patchwork quilt.