I'm searching the dictionary Trying to find some kind of definition Some kind of meaning Turning pages frantically, searching The answer must be there I just has to be For I am blinded I can not see The precious world that is presented to me This is so unreal That I can not feel Is this an illusion? All this confusion Please I beg someone take my hand Show me the way Because I have no idea which way to go Which page to look on I'm just ready to hang up these shoes I'm simply done looking for the clues