She said i would manipulate her
i didn't have a clue what she was talking about
but i think i do now
i sometimes blow up with a lot of emotions
and may have given her guilt to stay
which in my head, disgusts me
why would she stay with a person like me when i do that
i cant hold my emotions in check
so my emotions swayed hers
and made her do things she didn't exactly like
like making love to me.
I wish she had the strength to yell at me
and tell me how she really feels.
it could have saved us from times like this