Sometimes I wish that feelings were optional.
We choose when we use them.
Maybe down a grey pill with water,
wait for the moment our hearts stop beating.
Not literally but you get what I'm saying!
If I didn't have feelings,
do you know where I'd be right now?
Don't worry,
I don't know either.
Maybe I wouldn't love the one who hurts me,
deal with the physical and verbal abuse,
wouldn't take no for an answer.
Maybe I wouldn't be scared anymore.
Feelings get in the way of things,
they hide away
and at the moment you don't need them, they come out.
Ruining everything.
Do you ever wish that?
To be able to go along life,
feeling no pain nor worries..
Yet, it's quite obvious that,
that will never be.
Feelings are what make us human correct?
That let us fix our mistakes..
To feel.
But somtimes I can seriously say,
Feelings. ****.