In my dreams again
The Marine
I didn't love him
Not like that
But I wanted him
So badly
For years
And now
He's in my dreams
Sometimes as he is
Often as he was
Working on cars
In his parents' garage
Teeenaged
Unsuspecting
In the dreams
He touches me
Like he never will
In reality
He kisses my shoulders
And takes off my clothes
God, it feels so real
When I wake
I catch my breath
I curse myself
Wishing to be through
With the ******
Dreams