I cant push you away        anymore today       it hurts too much      to pray      or wish for change       i cant push you away       way too much to say       if only i could breathe       if only words could speak      all my dreams      would be so happy       all my thoughts       would dance out loud      if only there was sound      i cant push you away       i have no strength       for walls       and i cant move away       im too far gone        dont try to hold me       my firea too hot       dont try to let go either      the drop dont stop      i cant push you away       i have nothing left       given every last       brick away       that i built my walls with      giving in       to every cry scream or whim       letting go of this      is all thats left       cuz i cant look away       from all of this.