I feel like a stranger in my body, no organs are working in harmony. So displaced. I hate this place. I've become a disgrace. Can i turn the page? Or will i tear my skin open in hopes of shedding everything i hate? I think it's too late for me. At least i still have my sanity. But i will never find a key. And i know the problem is me. But there are far too many renegades working against all of this. I can't find a way to climb out of remiss. I guess i'll stay awake with the moon to watch the sunrise because that's the only type of bliss i won't miss.