I can't take this life anymore. There's no way to settle the score. I wasn't asking for much, and they **** me over so much more. Now i'm nothing but a worthless bore. I'm in a sociopathic state, i can't even fathom hate. There doesn't seem like a way i could escape. I feel like i'm tied down and locked in a cage. I don't have any hope for a better day. **** them all, i'm going insane. Why can't i just move past the torment? I guess it's cause they won't let anything lie dormant. I want to tear my organs right out of my being. Be done with this ******* but i'm having trouble seeing. Why did i have to sink so low? I'm worse than them and in this life there's nowhere else i can really go.