deep into the dark clouds you can find my mind hiding undercover chained to the lightning and drawn to the loud thuds of thunder my mind goes where you wish it not and I know you need me to believe you to trust that you won't hurt me but I'd rather stay here with the rain and rot just amidst the eye of the hurricane is where I slumber and close my eyes for it is the most powerful winds and water where I choose to sleep, where my anxiety will colonize until the storm ends and the sun rises, I will choose to stay here.