It's because I loved you that I feel like this right now. Why I feel like gouging my own eyes out; why I'm shaking anxiously at coffee rush with Kylar. It's because I realized that I loved you and you lied to me. I was nothing if not honest with you about how I felt and you lied to me. You deceived me and the told me I was the one lying. I settle for the untruth these last 2 and a half months just so I wouldn't cause you strife. And now I'm finally angry and feeling how I am supposed to feel. You're a piece of ******* garbage. A lazy dog lying on someone else's bed mooching off of everyone around you. I don't see you being an independent adult in the near future. I hate you.