My fears and feelings aren't in my priority list First off where do I even begin I've got a heart ache with no treatment Maybe I need a PRN I'm complicated to understand I've been known for my flaws but no one will listen to my goals I'm complicated I'm sure people get frustrated But I am at least a understanding man I know what it's like to have nothing I also know from right and wrong Dont mean I'm special or doesn't mean I'm a brat I'm complicated and my lies use to be fat But I'm not about to sink in these lies I'm a swim to high ground and bury this **** I'm complicated I dont mean to be I mean to make it with or with out help Attempts to stay in good health I've got a heart ache My heart is in a middle of a crisis and there's no time to break