Her name was Ashana

A gorgeous name and an even more gorgeous person

We started off as best friends,

Like when the sand meets the tide, our ties would never end.

I loved her to the moon go back

But now my hearts fading into a jet black.

She was perfect, made me feel things I never felt for anyone

But letting out emotions became my downfall.

I'd show her the world, as Aladdin did Jasmine

Nothing bothered me once she was talking with me.

But I didn't know letting out feelings would be my downfall

Money wasn't a care, my well being wasn't too as long as she was okay.

Letting out my feelings for her, perfection

The one downfall, My imperfection.

I'm fading, feeling anxious as if I will perish any day now

Life inst the same, she made me feel certain ways that I'd never feel again.

I miss you but you don't miss me.

My final wish?

For our roots as best friends to grow, as would a mighty pine tree.