God im desperate
i cant do this without you
and without YOU, im not ME
see, i feel alone,
like a lost sheep
like im loosing everything
that im striving to keep
.....deep down knowing that this isnt me
because see
i know who I AM
....I AM an ambassador of Christ.
right?
dont say i dont know who i am
when YOU ........ dont know who i am
this being the first time in my life acturally finding my identity
you lurk around me criticizing my every wrong doing
but see....what you dont understand
is I AM ......me
im not YOU, i never will be
yes stop telling me others are on your side
when you dont know how much ive cried
stop sugaring up your story
******* stop.... im so tierd of you telling me how i should do things
how i should live my life
im so **** tierd of you spreading rumors
what are you trying to prove?
Why do you act like nothing is wrong
if it hurts you so ******* much then
why dont you try listening to me for once!
and stop twisting my words up
telling me its my fault
i hate this...