I never told you the truth
We sit next to each other,
Words are trying to spill from my mouth.
I sip on my margarita, hoping the tequila will make the words disappear
The truth
The truth
I want to say it
You should know how I feel
You should know my thoughts, my wants, my desires
I look at you and wonder...
No, no, I tell myself
Drink, I tell myself
The tequila will make the thoughts go away
Except it doesnt
Three drinks later, 2 shots and 1 beer
I want you
I want your chocolate eyes and pink lips
I want your muscular arms and wide torso wrap in me
I want your minty taste on me
The thoughts come in waves, leaving me thirsty
So instead, I drink water
Water makes me sober and less thirsty
Water gives me some clarity
But nothing makes the thoughts stop.