I didn't tell you this but sometimes we, as humans, we... we sometimes get confused. We might not know what we're feeling and mistake it for something else.
We might believe something that may not be true. We might become delusional and would rather believe a lie than face the truth. I... am one of those humans.
I thought what I felt was love, only because I didn't want to face the truth. That was not love, that was fear.
But.. I know now. And isn't that What really matters?