Beautiful silence, I'm with you around others
Beautiful silence, I long for your when I'm alone
Because the voices in my head, won't go quiet
When noise is around me, you are in my head

When i was alone someone said
"There's no death without pain,
You can see it in eyes of the dead,
Running from it is in vain"

That kept me awake night and day
"Thinking death will come and it may"
Waiting for death to come my way
Fearing my own shadow all day

Trying to think of something else
Trying to distract myself
I am trying with no end
But my mind is going wild by itself

I think of life and i think of death
And think of the madness in my head
But there is no end, it never ends
It is the madness that I dread

I want the beautiful silence
I want the beautiful silent absence
I want a long silence in my head
I want it as long as I'm alive before I'm dead