Small talk is shrinking/ Soon, there'll be nothing left to say/ Awkward silence/ Choking on existential dread/ Broken ice/ The future bones of former frenemies/ As throwing knives; time paradox/ Don't ask me why I'm cold/
Hypothermia/ Not here, and she knows it/ My spirit animal?/ A lobster in the ocean... of a seashell/ My real self is hidden, and/ Heavily encrypted, I/ Hack it into pieces/ 'Til my core splinters/
CLAWS OUT/ SCRATCH MY BROKEN RECORD/ I'M NOT A PLAYER/ I JUST CRUSH:****:DESTROY A LOT/ MY WHOLE ENTIRE LIFE/ MAKE A DECISION/ WAKE UP FIFTEEN YEARS LATER/ IN A BOX/ AND EVERYBODY HATES ME/ INCLUDING MYSELVES/
I am not normal/ I cannot talk small/ I'm thinking about cutting out my tongue/ Like Oldboy./