Small talk is shrinking/ Soon, there'll be nothing left to say/ Awkward silence/ Choking on existential dread/ Broken ice/ The future bones of former frienemies/ As throwing knives; time paradox/ Don't ask me why I'm cold/ Hypothermia/ Not here, and she knows it/ My spirit animal: a lobster in the ocean/ Of a seashell/ My real self is hidden, and/ Heavily encrypted, I/ Hack it into pieces/ Until my core splinters.../
CLAWS OUT/ SCRATCH MY BROKEN RECORD/ I'M NOT A PLAYER/ I JUST CRUSH:****:DESTROY A LOT/ MY WHOLE ENTIRE LIFE/ MAKE A DECISION/ WAKE UP FIFTEEN YEARS LATER/ IN A BOX/ AND EVERYBODY HATES ME/ INCLUDING MYSELVES.../
I am not normal/ I cannot talk small/ I'm thinking about cutting out my tongue/ Like Oldboy./