I've been teased because I wear jackets in 100 degree weather
been asked by my mother
questioned by my " friends "
I've answered with
I get cold
I'm just rlly cold
I'm fine
its Okay

but it's not okay
I'm not fine
I'm not just really cold
I don't get cold fast
I should've answered with

I cutt
I'm scared
I should've shoved them

I should've answered my mother
I should've answered my friends

but I know I can't
and I know I shouldn't
because those friends
would've questioned me more
I would've gotten scared
I would've froze
I would regret

just like I do with my life


Regret