yes, everything is echoing in conversation, discourse a discussion paranoid, panic setting us apart from each other plainclothes detectives seeking a roundabout way to pinpoint an origin of being overwhelmed we interrogate for naught, always as if small questions could calm the creaking sway of noah’s ark carrying us to hell and back [carry the pain, claim it for god own the animal, own ourselves eating away at the emptiness] we humans hiding ourselves in story remembered but not held memory vs. the memorials not caring to honor lessons learned and seeded somewhere deep and somehow pain traverses pages traps us again and again [twisted ideation tarnishing soul] traverses veins, blood and progress linear lines of greedy lust swallowing us all whole, untold yet still we echo underappreciated epiphanies collectively caching the chaos away [cartography in our palms] the lessons are in our bodies but we haven't learned them yet or rather, we chose to forget.
emergent strategy is our way out, folks. 16 may 2019 12:32am thanks to adrienne maree brown for articulating my passions. thanks to alabama lawmakers for causing such deep pain to the point where my spiral of depression could only be healed by a flood of emotion and frenzied capture of words. thanks to ancestors, recent, future and ancient, for the love and the lessons buried somewhere deep to be remembered. we can heal and we will. we can heal and we are, we must.