oh how ignorant i must've been. to think the best things in the world were hot coffee and cigarettes, drinking on the beach while fireworks went off. the overwhelming sense of reality I'd get when the wind would pull me out to sea and waves would kiss my thighs. these were the best things, not but a week ago. and now i know with nothing but absolut conviction, the best thing in this world is waking up to kisses on my shoulders from a man i hardly know yet i know is one of us.