the ones who guide have not seen all the map but are so confident in their deep sense of this old world that their most sharp intense demand does not presage some sort of trap and yet we fall the pain comes in a slap we have been fooled there's no means of pretense the shock is sudden and the hurt immense and it will take a whole life to unwrap the meaning that is hidden in the deep caverns of time in which we now must hide both pain and fortune still there is a while between the losses and the hope we keep where salves exist for both respect and pride and in that space the memory of a smile