One minute I'm fine.
The next I'm not.
I'll be completely composed
Then I'm completely shot.

This disarray we have here
Has left me to unfold
You're all I think about
You're all that I hold.

One moment I'm dying to hear from you
The next I hope you die.
What you really want is a mystery
How could you leave me for another guy?

I'm tossed between two thoughts
And its really a brother.
I want you to take me back but I don't,
I go from one side to another.

One day I'll be perfectly content
Changing my health for the better
But then I ask rhetorically
Am i doing this just to upset her?

The worst moment is knowing
That I can't get you back.
I should just move on
But that ability I truly lack.

You've set you decision
And there's no persuading your choice.
But every second of the day
I can't seem to shake your voice.

I'm tossed between two thoughts
And its really a bother.
I wish you were mine and yet I don't,
I go one side to another.