It's nothing but a tickle a little itch on your left thigh actually your knee scratch, but now your ear prickles and your bangs flop in your face it builds up until you canΒ Β no longer ignore so you pull over...and go crazy nails biting into your flesh tracing white lines of chalkboard scraped skin the short lasting burn gives way to relief from the daily reminders intermediate notions hinting hey, you're alive. So while your mind wants to meander through marauding thoughts of mutiny of your ship your foot will develop an insisting itch that you just have to scratch till it hurts and satisfies. Till you realize you are alive.