I don't want to be here. I never want to think again. I don't want to live here anymore I mean in my head even silence is impossible there. I don't want to take my life. Just not mine some one else's will sure be fine. Tic tic my life flys. Happy days leave my side... Then it's back to my darkest mind. I don't want to live my life. I'm all alone. Again there they go suicide this self harm that I'm hanging on to hope even though I'd rather the rope.