I feel like her
That mutant girl
Who was
Intoxicated
By everything
That involved
The very essence of you
You see
I wake up
With an aching
Missing you
Hoping to see you
Hear your voice
See your words
Oh how I
Would give anything
For some sign of
Your existence
I go through my day
Bored and hopeful
Searching for you
Hoping that every
Phone call is yours
Or every noise outside is
You calling me to be by your side
I fall asleep
Wishing
I could be lulled
By your voice
Whispering
Good-night
Or something
Sweeter
Like an I love you
I feel like her
That monster that
Drove you away
And I'm afraid if I
Let on how badly
I need you
Or how scary things are
That you'll feel pressured
To stay
Which will
Make you want
To go away
I'm afraid of who I was
I can't handle this mutant girl
She's needy
Most when there
Is no one to help
And she falls apart
Pull one string too hard
And her whole structure
May collapse
I don't want to seem
Obsessive
I'm fine, I swear
*I swear