Why can't they just treat me like a human
And not some fascinating machine
That can provide great mystery and
Something to ease the loneliness

I exist and I exist with a heart
One that can be hurt more than
It already is

Why can't God stop trying to reach out
And teach me lessons
With all the people who do this to me

Why can't I be left alone
And experience something I'd like
Something new
And something that won't arise my
Terribly uncomfortable
Suspicions.