i'm addicted to you

every second that we don't speak
i feel anxiety running through my veins
and i need you

that's a good thing
because being with you feels like heaven

but it's a bad thing
because every time that you are too busy
or every time you go online without opening my message
or every time you close your feelings away
it stings
and tears me
apart.

but i love you.

and i'll always love you.

is love the same as addiction?