The pain felt because of pride and the need to be superior To revenge some wrong percieved is not right no matter how turned or explained If you can't be supportive you are not needed so move on When looking for death and trying to stay positive I must remove that which pushes me toward the goal of death. Why, why would you do this or be this way you have hurt me more then I can forgive or ever forget. The one I love isn't supposed to hurt me or the ones I love, but to hold me up and support me but you can't. So we are done with the petty self serving hatred you carry yourself in shadows living in darkness and emptiness. Though you won't be alone you will find some man willing to accept your hatred and anger ignoring their own self respect to accept hour abuse.